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In front of thousands or more
I surrendered
I held her hand,
brought her home
She was called my wife.

She too submitted
to me and my family

marriage was consummated
I made love
She lost her virginity.

We were now man and wife
I followed all rituals
like all couples do.

Now she even bears my child
but lord oh lord there is another
who bears my soul.

Shubhra, 17th June 07

Comments

Cleaning said…
Interesting and at once shocking.
4:33 PM
blatherings said…
You write really well, Shubhra.
I liked all of them - this one the best.
Keep writing!

Regards
2:00 PM
blatherings said…
Sorry about the blatherings stuff - it was a blog that I once thought I will write.

This is Sukhjeet!
2:01 PM
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