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I posses her…


I beat her to death
or near death
the pink skin is no more pink
its red and blue
her body does not smell of jasmine
it smells of blood
after I am exhausted and done
I cannot take her anymore
then there I lie with her
soaked in her blood and in my sweat
I possess her at that moment
her limpless body and lifeless soul
something I could not do when she was alive

I had given her 24 hours
to run the last lap of her life
to do whatever she wanted
to say hellos and if need be some byes...
to express thanks or to say sorry...
24 hours was all she had
after that she would never be the same

I had told her very clearly
don't know if she believed me
but now she lies there spent and over
I feel victorious
I finally possess her
no one can take her away now, no one!!!

Shubhra
September 26, 2008

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Straight Bend said…
Hmmm ... nice, but ..!
1:08 PM
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